The past or the present.

No matter how hard I try I just cannot break free.
You see, its like Im chained to one dark spot
I cannot see any light neither can i see anyone
I was standing alone waiting for someone to come and save me
The you appeared
Didnt really expect to come the way you did.
I heard whispers of people saying "This one is different"
You touched me and I was set free.
I walked beside you, telling you everything about me
Even in that darkness
You told me the good things about you.
But nothing about the past that could stop our walk
Even in the darkness, you started to shine as light.
I no longer stumbled while we walked
But then halfway along the way, you stopped to look back into the past
Hurting me with your confession
You said one particular thing- That your heart is split into two.
I still stayed with you regardless, thinking if I hold on to your hands
And give you the strength you need, you would have one whole heart that I can have to myself
Since you stood as the light to my dark path, I decided be your pillar
Things were working as planned until...
A figure of your past appeared.
Standing with anger and great sadness, giving us no way to move forward
you amazed me by standing between the figure of your past and freshness of your present
Looking both ways, critically deciding which to hang to-the past or the present
Having great desire for both, but only able to have one
Ur light started to dim as you reminded me of my 09.24.07 and as you looked at me with the sad eyes
And as I looked at you with anger, sadness and disbelief
Thinking, I shouldnt have let you set me free from my spot
I should have kept to myself and let you keep walking
But realizing, you cannot regret someone that has made you smile.
So now, we can only wait...for your decision- Is it going to be your past or your future?
Because I have let go of my past and concentrated on you- my present