Thursday, March 18, 2010

Sometimes I wonder....

Kayyy so this is my first blog so bare with me if this sounds like rubbish. Ive been thinking lately...Who am I really??? The question comes up all the time when I'm around ppl. Everytime I meet a new person, mostly guys, they wanna know about me. But when the question comes around, all I can say is...umm...."u already know my name....im 17 and thats it." I cant tell them, im this this this or this...u know.. At the end of the day, they are the ones to tell me my personality. Right now, if u ask me bout my personality, I wont give u the answer that most ppl would give because the answers I get from others bout me, do NOT satisty me. So I wonder, who am I....or who do i wanna be? Its like I choose to be a certain way to please others. If ur quiet, UR TOOO QUIET. If ur loud, UR TOO LOUD!! Yeah and I know ive changed...ALOT...but I dont know...maybe some1 likes me for being too quiet, or maybe sum1 likes the way ive changed. But do i really want that? As in i know who I want to be but what would people that matter say? Will they accept the fact that im changing or will they hate it?

4 comments:

  1. wow...dose are really gud questions to ask one's self... but remeber neva change yourself for nobody but yourself...i'm speaking from experience...it never works out...caus if ur not happy wid d change den d results will not b gud...just accept urself 4 who u are n just be u, no one else.

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  2. I analyze myself everyday , and I look at the kind of person I WANT peaople to see me as, not the type people want to see me as, so just be yourself.

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  3. different side of awawu

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  4. @Tavia and Jcmnut...thank u both!
    @"Anonymous"... lol...suuree ! styl gotta find u a name

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